anupamas

i love being here on da coz, there r so many inspiring ppl and artwork here ! it keeps me going..no i hav no great depression in life! but i have the tendency to be a pessimist coz i am an over achiever , who haven;t acheived anything significant yet...so there you go , reason to stop being creative right? i am not here to scrutinize the achievement, coz i hav been told now and again i am doin fine..but its not enough ,coz of this whole paranoia abt achieveing..wel ..but this is not abt that..this is about the place..so many wonderful artists and perspective..its awesome....!inspiring..

SO...SO..SO...am at that stage of my life where i am wondering...jeeez should hav done that a year back...a month bac...a day bac...an hour bac...a minute bac...a second bac.......OH G.O.D!!! WHERE AM I GOIN WITH THIS..! HUH..!!!! DUH..NO WHERE..! ...WHAT IS HAPPENING TO ME...i swear i used to b ....not this bad.... and when i set right down to it...am crippled by indecision...yes...that serious pain in the neck sort of indecision that steals my sleep away... in the twists and turns and attempts to sleep....i drop away into a slumber of disturbed nightmares....gaaaa!!! all those uncomfortable...unclean...fearsome...stuff..that u dare not e

That is exactly what I feel like now...i feel awed...:D Today is a fantastic day....I sign in to DA and see.....awesomeness!!! That happens everyday....but today that awesomeness knows no bar, Yep...that is right, DA gives out premium membership for a day...                        WOW What else can I say, What all can I do, I go crazy all day, sit here with You oh DA! A place with infinite surprises, My identity , my art, my chum, my all, Let this friendship bloom, For you have given me, Reasons to cheer and live on, Infinite favs and comments, Great friends, true art, Inspiration you have been ,dear DA, In ways , in expres